Like, conduct a yadnya or something.
I don't know why this is so, but it's still there. And it crops up every now and then.
Now, I know, some are going to say it's this 'ne mazhasi ne' longing, but no, that has always been there.
This is something new. And I don't know how to deal with it.
This is not a brahmin block. This is return of the brahmin. And it scares me.